SHADESONG

Hi! I'm Siffrin! Or Siff is fine! I also like the names Saturn and Cosmos, but, Siffrin's the name I came with and I usually use.

I've been a host in this system for a while, probably since soon after I formed, honestly. I've been around in some shape or form since February 21, 2025. I'm a fusion of...at least two Siffrin introjects, maybe more, haha. Used to be more separated out, but now I'm one more multifaceted, multidimensional guy!

My source, obviously, is Siffrin from In Stars and Time! Most of the main cast of the game is in this system in one form or another, but I'm definitely the most active of the bunch. As the role 'host' kinda implies. Like my source, I use he/him and they/them pronouns. The more interchanged the better. Switch it up mid-sentence. Keep it fresh.

I specifically, beyond being nonbinary, am also transmasc. I'm also lesbian asexual. My wonderful in-system girlfriend (gender neutral) is Odile, also from In Stars and Time. Odile and I are both lesbians, and both dating, but do not refer to either of us with she/her pronouns. Odile uses they/them pronouns, I call them my girlfriend but that doesn't mean anyone else can.

In our system, being given the role 'host' usually just means you front a lot. It's not something really assigned to you, just something you're given if we notice an ongoing pattern. I've been fronting a lot since I formed/fused and haven't really showed any sign of stopping. Usually, getting the role 'host' in this system can be a double-edged sword, because a lot of headmates stop fronting much after being designated as a 'host', but I've been breaking that pattern for a while now.

Beyond that, hmm... I like jokes and puns! Big surprise, I know. But I am not afraid to insert myself in front just to tell a funny joke or a funny pun. Some headmates appreciate it more than others, but our friends seem to enjoy my humor, so don't expect me to stop anytime soon. I'm slightly better at social interactions than some of our other headmates, such as Odile, but...that doesn't necessarily mean much. The system as a whole has negative self-confidence and constant anxiety, and that of course extends to me as well. Autism be autism'ing.

I'm very cat-coded. Most of the system is, honestly. But, I'm a current and long-running host, so yeah, I'm kitty.